ok so i have done blogs before but get bored of them very easily. i can never seem to say what i want to, so i hope that this time i get it right. And if i dont, im sure next week i will have another go at it. Bit about myself. Pretty pathetic at life. Depened to much on my mother and people who i consider close to me. One person in particular has been a big influence on me and i would like to thank her for not only listening , when she probably has alot better things to be doing then listen to me ramble on about my problems in life, also for understanding me, nobody else seems to get where i am coming from or where i am trying to get to, but she does, and also for being there at god knows what time at night, or morning, when i need her. i could say loads more thing, i really cant thank you enough for how much you have helped me and loads of other stuff. i actually cant put into words how much i owe you. maybe even my life but please dont hold me to that just incase.

i think that blog is ok.