Friday 18 September 2009

stewie comes out?

Well im not a great fan of family guy but since when was stewie gay?! Theres nothing wrong with it, infact its great but i really didnt know thats stewie was out. So if anyone has anything to tell me about this, go ahead.

i heart stewie<3

i was gonna add a picture but it ont upload so u guys can search it if your bothered :D

Thursday 17 September 2009

One day this whole blog thing will be about you..

So my life isnt great at the moment. Im very ill. Too ill for people to know how bad it is.My rabbit died today and i fell sick again. Still that doesnt change how much i love you. Sometimes i think i love you more than my family, because now im older they seem to care less and less about me. Thing is the only reason i want to live is that tiny little worthless bit of hope that one day you will love me too. The thing that makes it worse is that i know you wont. EVER. So i dont even get why i bother. I wish i was born just a few years earlier so i would have had more time to get to know you. I clearly dont know alot about you and vise versa and i find that really well sad because you seem like such a great girl.I know you are and i just cant help what i feel. Every single second i think about you. Surely it cant be good for me but hey you make me that little bit happier every time i think about you, so i guess there is a point to me living after all. That point is so you always will have someone that loves you. Someone that will listen(even though you would never talk to me about anything) and someone that would be there for you whenever/if ever you needed it. To you i may just be the shadow in the corner of the room but you to me are the bright light right in the centre showing me the way and admiring you the whole time.

Monday 14 September 2009

So i was wrong...



There was me thinking i could write that last blog without you having to read it or ever know. Well i was wrong wasnt i. I guess you just cant hide some things from the ones you love. I know you will never love me the way i love you, if ever, but as you know and you have said to me before you cant help who you love and i really cant. So now you know what i feel like and hopefully understand what the constant texting is about. Because i want to talk to you as much as possible. And yer i guess it is a bit sad but thats what your pure beauty does to me.
I really dont feel this is the best picture to use but its the best one i can find. The only thong that makes me feel bad about writing this blog is that i know your heart lies with someone else. I just cant help the way i feel so thats kinda why i wrote this blog.

ps: this may make you feel akward but when i see emily and naomi kiss i sometimes wish... wish it was me and you. xx

Sunday 13 September 2009

lauren wood

basicly i always tell you stuff but this is the one thing i cant tell you. So i decided to write it down. THis is still really hard even though i know you wont read this. Basicly

I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!